- I love my apartment.
- I love my boyfriend.
- I love my family.
- I love my job.
- I love food.
- I finally figured out the next step of my life.
- I feel inspired again.
- Cat food is on sale at stop n shop.
My bed is so comfortable.
I have so much space. If I organized enough I could make a pantry in the bathroom and stock up on canned goods and pasta so I don’t have to shop as much. I’m going to take my license test on the 24th in my hometown. Then after that it’s down to putting my plan into action. Nothing can stop me. I’m going to law school. And I am taking no loans to do it. I’m going to work the whole time I’m in and my boss has already promised to work with me. I’m going to defer my private loans and use that money to pay whats left of tuition after FAFSA. That way I pay as I go with no new loans. WNE has a night program for law, which goes from 6:30-9:30 and I am going to do everything I can to get into that program. This way I could work every day, have class three nights a week, and still be able to pay my bills. I got my undergrad from WNE, my sister is there, some of my closest friends are still there, and I should have known I would eventually end up back there. I may have freaked out when I started paying those loans back…but I wouldn’t have gotten into BU if I didn’t go to WNE, and if I hadn’t have gotten into BU my boss wouldn’t have noticed my resume (he went to BU, true story). And with the job I’m working now, I can…actually afford to pay them.
Can you believe that…I managed to furnish my whole apartment and buy christmas presents this month…and still afforded to pay my loan payment and my rent. My sick grandfather looked at me from the hospital bed and announced to the room filled with family members “Samantha has a good job”. I do. I have a good job. I’m lucky. I’m blessed.
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